Thoughts & Life

今天睡了个懒觉, 没有调闹钟, 睁开眼睛时, 已经正午一点了, 一洗过去两周在香港及青岛的疲倦. 静静的在酒店房内享受一个人在异地的星期六 (明天要回客户那加班). 吃过送餐后, 沏了一杯玫瑰花茶, 点着了香薰, 坐到了书台前, 身边的落地窗, 把相邻的农业大学尽收眼底.

昨天收到了我第五封的升职信, 就像去年, 我又不在香港, 又是妈妈帮我拆的信, 回想起来, 很多重要的信件都是妈妈代我拆看的. 妈妈竟然在电话里要我猜自己的人工, 说猜对了才会把数目告诉我, 很久没见过妈妈这么调皮了. 看到妈妈这么高兴, 我也觉得开心百倍.

在这个值得开心的同一时间, 火麒麒的矛盾感越来越强力了. 看着火箭头的燃料慢慢烧尽, 我的心觉的好疼. 当初, 火麒麒选择了不顾一切的冲向太空, 使劲的带着穿梭机向上冲, 在没到达目的地前, 燃料快没有了, 找不到可以依附的轨道, 后果是火箭头与穿梭机会各自在太空浮遊, 还是会万劫不覆的向下跌坠?

从前的火麒麒是多么开朗和自信, 为了想得到的事总是抱着一百二十% 的决心和毅力. 是我的不好, 把烦恼带到了火麒麒的理想世界, 对不起, 我感到十分内疚.

希望两只火麒麒最终能幸福快乐的生活.

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This is the last nite at Qingdao, have been here since last Saturday. The trip is really good, full of surprises.  Will share the details later. Just being informed that I have to fly to BJ early monday morning. Sigh… I won’t be back to HK till October comes…Don’t want to go through those old days again

I’m really tired.

Going to be a long night, have to finish the site visit report by tmr. Work hard, work hard…… work harder!

Going to visit a TV boardcasting client tmr, a bit nervous, haven’t been there for over 2 years, wonder how many familiar faces are still there. It is my first client in the firm, so many valuable memories abt it. My team, left me one by one:

a) Kelvin, resigned, to the firm "downstairs".

b) Natalie, resigned, to the same firm "downstairs", going to get married in Jan 07.

c) Selwyn, reisnged, used to be my buddy in the firm.

How about my clients? Daphane, Phoebe, Peko, Wang Ming…

Back to work now… sigh… 00:30 am already.

八月的最后一天, 我妥协了. 纠缠了这么久, 还是心软了. 收了一堆空头支票, 不过, 我想应该存着一颗感激的心吧, 写支票是需要力气和时间的. 回想起来, 竟不知道自己到过什么地方. 反正, 我只是一个蠢女人.

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